Dial Tone
god i'm tired. god give me strength. god give me a good idea. god what did i get myself into. it's not your fault god. i'm just venting. it's tough. tougher than i could have imagined. i have to operate at a level that's not humanly possible. no, that's not true, it is possible. but maybe i am lacking. no, i AM lacking. god im tired. god help. god save me. god, you know i'm in the shit if im talking to you. god im sorry i haven't been going to mass. i hope you're not mad. i was really tired. and i needed the sleep. god what am i doing? there seems to be no end. truly i know what sysiphus meant when he said, "shit. that dang ball rolled down the hill again." and now i've got to push it back up. god im weary. im a sprinter not a marathon runner. god i dont want to embarass you. you gave me this chance to prove my worth. and now i may not have enough gas in my tank. god, you put your faith in me but is it just false hope? am i fooling myself? can i really do this? god im gonna break soon. dont be mad. im doing my best. be maybe it isn't good enough. god i wanna cry. but i cant squander this chance. im afraid to break. where am i going to go? god are you there?
4 Comments:
YES, I'M HERE *snicker*
I think you're such an amazing man, Marc. And you're good at your job. There are times when doubt sets in. That's natural. But it won't change the fact that you're good. And very much able. Don't you forget it. God doesn't give what you can't hack. And the best students get the toughest tests. Remember that ;-) I have absolutely no doubt about you. Go get 'em tiger! Don't forget to enjoy yourself. That's why you're here.
thanks for the vote of confidence. still, it remains to be seen.
Are you there God? It's me Margaret. hehe sorry couldn't help saying that :)
i'm really proud of you marc! hang in there! and just holler if you need me.
I didn't know you were a margaret. i thought you were a margarita.
Still alive.
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